Babysitting the Kazekage... wait What?![Training/ Invite]
Jan 12, 2016 9:29:13 GMT -7
Post by Madame Loki on Jan 12, 2016 9:29:13 GMT -7
Learning: ?/80
Loki continued to gather the chakra and he soon reached the point he had before, only he had done it in a fraction of the time. Once he reached that point he began to slow down again. He wanted to push through, but he couldn't get over the feeling of immense power that was flowing through his body. He would be foolish to continue recklessly. But he was forgetting that reckless, was what he was, that's how he operated. Lunatic genius, loopy prodigy, were words used to describe him on more than one occasion. However, ever since he killed Dustin, he was been hesitant with everything that he was learning. he wasn't being his complete self. That was going to need to change if he was going to master these techniques. The power began to slowly build through his body, and he focused to harness them as best he could.
After getting a grip of the power he had already produced he began to gather more of it. He pulled out his own chakra and brought it out to the surface, and his body began to shine with a brilliant blue much like it had done so before. The power was increase steadily and Loki could feel it welling up, waiting to be released. It would have to wait, Loki was sure that he needed more power, and he wasn't going to stop, until he had reached his goal. Loki let out a calming sigh as the power was growing, and it was beginning to make Loki worry again. He immediately slowed down the gathering of the power. It was then that Loki heard a voice, and he was pulled down into the depths off his own mind.
*inside Loki's head*
"Coward!!!" There he was tiny chibi Loki. And once again, he was berating his older self. Loki frowned as his emotions began to flair. As they did, the darkness that surround the two of them began to illuminate with flickering lights. Loki growled at his tiny self, "I am not a coward... I'm not running from Dye anymore!!!" As he shouted the flickering light intensified before going out again. The tiny Loki looked around and then smiled, "Mother, you're not afraid of Mother anymore..." Loki face was clearly filled with rage, and as his raged bubbled over the lights blazed into focus, and completely illuminated the darkness. "She is not my mother." The younger version of Loki laughed and looked around at the lights, his plan was already working, the older version of himself was so stupid. "Yeah she is... and you should be happy... she's strong, very strong... scary strong. That means you should be too." Loki was trying his hardest to hold back his rage, in fear of losing control of his power.
On the outside of his body whenever the lights flared in Loki's mind, a large surge of chakra was added to the already growing pile. This was the idea the chibi Loki had in mind, this figment of Loki's subconscious, that gave itself credit for all of Loki's success. Loki's anger grew as the lights intensified even still. But the smaller Loki was not going to stop, "That's the thing that scares you isn't it? That you are strong like her? That you are like her?" Loki shouted at the boy to shut up, as the lights inside of his mind blared out brighter than the sun. The lights turned the darkness into a stark white. There was so much power flowing through Loki but there still wasn't enough for the jutsu to work properly. However Loki's subconscious that had forced its way into the forefront of Loki's mind, and pulled him in, was doing its work well.
Time moved slow here, so only milliseconds tick away outside of Loki's mind. Amira wouldn't even notice Loki, mental departure from this world, as the bright lights in Loki's mind intensified with Loki's rage. The smaller Loki grabbed hold was the light that surround them and then threw bits of it at Loki. It hit Loki in the face, as Loki took hold of some of the light as well instinctively, and launched it at the child version of himself.
*back outside*
Every time one of them threw light at the other, sparking bolts of blue energy would arc off of Loki's body and into the ground. The two of them were literally holding Loki's power in their hands, as Loki's subconscious tried its hardest to make Loki get over himself. The blue energy arced off Loki's body several more times as the power that was inside of Loki was begging screaming to be let out. All Loki needed to do was to let go of his doubts, and reservations, and he would have more power then he thought possible. That was what his subconsciousness was trying to relay to him.