Shouta's Training [T/P]
Oct 13, 2013 21:21:52 GMT -7
Post by The Creator on Oct 13, 2013 21:21:52 GMT -7
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Many men felt the pressure of time upon their backs; I did not. Time was as fickle as it was relative; who truly knew how to define it? And so how can something one cannot truly define punish him? Such ponderings were that of my own philosophy, and so time I hardly measured. The sun had moved since I had taken my brief repose, but how long the distance it moved equated to I knew not. Refreshed by food and drink, I felt renewed in my energy and strength, and thus was feeling confident in the trials to come.
The pressure to become better took the place of the pressure of time. I had always considered myself as someone who measured achievement and not the way the path took, and thus I found myself oriented around completing things, not working on them. Verily, such a pressure would press me to finish quickly and be done with it! And so I began my ponderings.
When I had left I had estimated that I would be able to finish the technique if I did not put as much energy into the beginning and finishing of the technique. Such happenings I would only begin and nature would happily finish. Such as was nature: the energy differential from chaos across order was a hill, not a drop, and to create order from chaos, energy was needed. But just as that was so, too is the opposite: chaos needs no energy to be created from order, in fact, it releases it. That was how I planned on easily accomplishing both the beginning and the end: all that the beginning was is the building of chaos and the end was ending the order I had created and letting the chaos flow back into the system.
The energy that had been expelled previously, from my first attempt, had been more than I had needed. Careless I was in my reckless abandon of logic, only the strive to better myself had taken my head. In doing so, I had forgone all thoughtfulness in my original planning and had effectively destroyed the attempt before even attempting it. This time, I was much more calculated. I performed the string of handseals deftly, as a strong practitioner of ninjutsu and genjutsu must do, taking my time to be careful with the seals. Such a strong technique would require the gateway to be perfect: else the sweeping torrent of energy could break the weak foundations made by a faulty handseal. The ox-seal was the last and the longest of them all, and it was the ox that was frozen upon my fingertips as I closed my eyes. Careful to limit myself in these opening movements, I quickly stripped particles from particles in order to create the electrostatic force necessary to bring about further clouds. I worked tirelessly in this effort simply because it required so little energy to do. In my previous attempt I had formed whole clouds with my efforts, but I was wary of the way nature acted upon this the second time around. I brought back the chakra with which I had been using in the sky above and opened my eyes. I did not have to move my gaze to feel the blowing winds and cooling wisps that held strong promise of a coming storm.
The full storm was upon me soon; much unlike a natural storm, this one was much more quick-lived. It was to be as violent as it was short. My arms had become tired from holding the ox-symbol upon my fingers but I was soon to be grateful of how trivial such a task was. I quickly checked the clouds with my chakra. It was chaos: if I did not bring order to the system too then the clouds would erupt into lightning. My chakra exploded out of me as I forced it through the gates of my being; it floated up like plumes of smoke into the clouds, and within these plumes I began the tedious task of rearranging these particles. I had begun to work much faster then I anticipated. Closed eyes, mouth, nostrils; my entire being was focused upon the sky above me. I heard nothing, saw nothing, but felt the clouds. It was tedious and exhausting; I was distantly aware of a nausea beginning to quake within my stomach and my legs beginning to shake in exhaustion. Sweat drenched my face as my head swooned in an airy arc. Finally, in what I could not tell was long or short, I had completed it. But I was not done.
It was as if I were a puppeteer of a thousand-puppet show. As he holds a thousand men in suspension, I held this order in suspension. It wanted to break free into the chaos normality; to explode into disarray and electrical downpour but through some will I still held within me I held this order. I suddenly realized that I had sunk to my knees and was panting vigorously. Now I had to think while I held this impossibility within my grasp. How to release it?