Seeds of Yesterday... [T|PM]
Aug 17, 2013 3:28:15 GMT -7
Post by Celaena Kamyuja on Aug 17, 2013 3:28:15 GMT -7
[atrb=border,0,bTable][atrb=width,400,bTable] [style=margin-top: 5px; font-size:9px; line-height: 11px; font-family: tahoma; letter-spacing: 1px; text-align: justify; border-top: 1px dotted #454545; border-bottom: 1px dotted #454545;] Amarantha took a deep breath to steady her nerves and narrowly avoided retching from the sharp, well-known stench that surrounded her. The smell of hot blood spattered on the stones, and if she were to touch it, it seemed ready to dissolve her skin as if in a way to damn her for her sudden outburst on the battlefield. Nevertheless, none of that mattered as her skin was too pure for something such as blood to marry her skin. It would never come to that. The smell of burned hair and the skin of the dead smoldered in the fire of a dropped lantern. Only the fall of rain all the night before had kept that fire from spreading through the clearing to the woods. From the forest to her left, she heard the desperate, strangled cry of a man in pain. She started to move toward the sound, but when she took a step through the trees in his direction, she came upon a sight that made her moments pause, her breath freezing as she stood tall over the familiar body. Golden hair, so much like Terre's before the white set in, was swept across the boy's eyes, closed forever now but so clear in her mind. His skin was grey in the morning light, covered with a light spray of dew. Terre's younger brother, her only brother, was dead. She should have felt something, when looking at the faces of the dead, honorable men who had served under Terre for so long, saw their weeping widows and their crying children, yet she felt – nothing. Amarantha paused for just a moment surveying the battlefield. Where before the forest had been lush, trees rising to the clouds, home to wildlife, there was now flames reaching to the heavens and black smoke stained the sky. The scent of blood was overwhelming, the dead, mangled bodies staring with sightless eyes at the dark sky. The sight didn’t move her. She surveyed it all—as if from a distance—with a pitiless gaze. It didn’t matter where, or which century, the scene was always the same and over the long dark years, she’d seen so many battlefields she’d lost count. So much death. So much brutality. So much killing. So much destruction. And she was always right in the midst of it, a whirling, dark slayer, merciless, ruthless and implacable. And it was either on the battlefield of in her dreams, her nightmares. Blood and death was stamped into her very bones and yet she felt calm as steal as she turned and walked quietly away. Fires raged, but others can put them out. The blood marked the earth in painted beauty, yet they can wash the land as long as they liked. She was leaving. Going home. Amarantha was going to do the things which calms her frozen soul. And that is training like hell. Weather it be music or just plain out brutal strength strengthening. This battle was over. Just as she was leaving, Terre's woman blocked her exit. Ordering for the help of cleaning the blood red stain on the forest floor. The rudeness of such insignificant fools wanting more from her still. After she risked her life on the field, now they wanted her to clean up. Like 'clean up after your mess', a mothers speech. A feminine growl rumbled in her chest and the ground seemed to shake beneath their feet. They exchanged an uneasy glance, fear shimmering in their eyes. That look of such intense fear for their own unease should have given her pause, but she felt—nothing. “Move.” One word. An order. She expected them to obey as everyone obeyed her. One word from her was all it took and the world trembled and stepped aside for her wishes. Reluctantly, far too slow for her liking, they parted to allow her to stride through. “How could you? Just pick yourself up and leave. Clean up, help us, help Terre!” Amarantha whirled around and they fell back, fear sliding to terror in their eyes—and she knew they had reason to be afraid. Her past had shaped her – honed her into a silent, disturbed young woman – a psychotic shinobi. There were few to equal her in the world. And she walked the edge of madness if not already in there. But these people all had emotions, and so killing one such as a deranged woman, they would indeed hesitate. Yet she felt nothing and so she had the advantage. She had already dismissed them, left their world, the moment she’d turned her back and allowed herself the freedom to let go of her responsibilities. Yet their faces, carved with deep lines of sorrow stayed her for a moment. Hesitation on something so unimportant. What would it be like to feel sorrow so deeply? To feel love? To feel. With an oath, she left the battlefield and hopefully those pathetic emotions behind... [/style] |