Uh...Just a thought...

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Uh I just wanted to put it out there that I like this site, and the ideas and writing gig and stuff. But I wouldn't want anyone to think I'm telling lie's or truth about the stuff I type here, so in case any ones...wondering, I just wanted to put that I consider this place to be merely made up for the enjoyment of people with imaginations. I like it...it's something to do, helps me stay out of trouble so I thank God for places like this, and...thanks to the NFRP staff for the opportunity here. 

Anyone who's wondering about my being here, I want them to know that I don't immediately intend to write or type lies or truths or even claim that stuff. I Just like the site okay...so...uh...get off my back...uh...Thank you.

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uh, well...due to the fact that my typing has turned up interesting topics, and the way my character is coming and after looking thing's over I realize that..........


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I've lost sufficient motivation to really be interested in forum rping....Until I am seriously motivated with intense happiness to rp here again I'll be taking a break. I realize I'm trying to create a character that I want to become like an alternate ego er something...like a better impossible version of my own self, and thus....well It's like I try to type out the thing's I want and it's just getting really corny. It's fun while I type it out, but when I go around the public world I feel like...let down and weird...

...Yeah So Until I find sufficient motivation to rp here I'm just going to let it go.

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*AHem* uh...well maybe a little more training of techniques that seem to be awesome for my character, and then I'll give it a break seeing as overnight I received some...deep thoughts that motivated me to return in the morning....

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OK...I'll be taking that break now until further motivation is found.

Edit: Hold on I found some more motivation...I was just under a headache/migraine...Got through it and found motivation...strange...

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Ok seriously now...I'm taking a break from this site due to lack of motivation. I was thinking of doing some other thing's like going back to school and...I dunno...other stuff like that...The character I made here is a made up version of what I want to be...I should prolly do other things to help myself in reality...

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well...I am not giving up or quitting no, because you know. So with that in mind uh: He knows, meaning Jai or J-A-I, kept checking his obvious mail places, for special things that would magically be sent to him, and he also forgot to recall that his ID card which he does have is actually a very special and rare one of a kind id card meaning that a lot of cool stuff that he never knew or thought of could be used with it, and so he knew he did not in fact want to lose this one again...He couldn't wait to get started and he knew and was not surprised later on by any of it and maybe found it even a little anti-climatic but oh how the understanding sets in and is so awesome...