Drama fight, Zane vs zuruel?
Jul 16, 2019 11:56:14 GMT -7
Post by Deleted on Jul 16, 2019 11:56:14 GMT -7
First time I had saw her was on busy street and I merely gaze at her from the distance. When I saw her the first time, my face flushed crimson red and my heart dance intensely in my chest. My legs were like jelly and I prop myself against the wall. Her fair skin, her brilliant eyes and her beautiful smile had taken a hold of me instantly. Never had I ever felt this way to anyone, especially to someone of a lower pedigree. Yes, she was a low-born peasant compare to me, I could tell instantly the way she dressed and how she talked but yet, I was smitten with her right away. I wanted to approach her but for once I was too nervous, and so I didn’t. Instead, I pulled some strings to find out who she was and watched her from away. I’m embarrassingly to say but I felt like a stalker, I felt I was in the wrong for how I was handling but I didn’t know how to handle someone like her.
One day, I was caught off-guard, and we finally met. I was simply getting food, and she bumped into me. My items I had held fell on the floor, and she quickly apologizes. In this normal situation, I would scold her and make her pay for it all but yet… I found myself sincerely apologizing. Everything that I am and I had build up was out of the window in this one encounter, to this girl. I didn’t let this fortunate chance escape me and finally begin talking to her. Oh how dumb I must have sounded to her, but yet she casually talked to me. After that, I made sure we bumped into other more with difference excuses until I could ask her out. She agrees, and we had gone out on a few dates, but she told me that another was smitten.
I wanted to destroy this person; I wanted to remove him from play and make sure no one else would dare to approach her. However, I knew precisely that wouldn’t be what she wanted. She without knowing was making me a better person but I couldn’t help be jealous. I heard the two would also go on a few dates, and I felt so jealous, so petty but I hold myself back. To me, she was perfect; to me, she was my everything. I sometimes make things all about me but with her, it was the opposite. If I was going to get her to fall in love with me, to pick me I had to better, and so I tried.
Recently, I haven’t heard from her in a while, and I’m trouble over it. This is not normal; we normally have some sort of date or meet to typically have gourmet coffee. My faithful heart aches as I begin to dearly miss her with every moral fiber of my being. I used all of my influence to find out where she had gone, but I couldn’t find her but instead it all back tracked to a single person, the other man.
I’ve arranged to privately meet this person, so I can get answers straight from him, so I can find the shiny star in my night sky. The overcast sky is empty of polarized light, void of life or dull clouds. The frigid wind howls furiously like a pack of rabid wolves but compares to the feeling of my lost beloved, I've felt nothing. While waiting impatiently, I listen anxiously to the dogs rooting through garbage, finding whatever that they can to fill their empty stomachs. From the overwhelming smell of the trash, dogs and human waste, it all overwhelming but yet this was the perfect spot to merely meet.
One day, I was caught off-guard, and we finally met. I was simply getting food, and she bumped into me. My items I had held fell on the floor, and she quickly apologizes. In this normal situation, I would scold her and make her pay for it all but yet… I found myself sincerely apologizing. Everything that I am and I had build up was out of the window in this one encounter, to this girl. I didn’t let this fortunate chance escape me and finally begin talking to her. Oh how dumb I must have sounded to her, but yet she casually talked to me. After that, I made sure we bumped into other more with difference excuses until I could ask her out. She agrees, and we had gone out on a few dates, but she told me that another was smitten.
I wanted to destroy this person; I wanted to remove him from play and make sure no one else would dare to approach her. However, I knew precisely that wouldn’t be what she wanted. She without knowing was making me a better person but I couldn’t help be jealous. I heard the two would also go on a few dates, and I felt so jealous, so petty but I hold myself back. To me, she was perfect; to me, she was my everything. I sometimes make things all about me but with her, it was the opposite. If I was going to get her to fall in love with me, to pick me I had to better, and so I tried.
Recently, I haven’t heard from her in a while, and I’m trouble over it. This is not normal; we normally have some sort of date or meet to typically have gourmet coffee. My faithful heart aches as I begin to dearly miss her with every moral fiber of my being. I used all of my influence to find out where she had gone, but I couldn’t find her but instead it all back tracked to a single person, the other man.
I’ve arranged to privately meet this person, so I can get answers straight from him, so I can find the shiny star in my night sky. The overcast sky is empty of polarized light, void of life or dull clouds. The frigid wind howls furiously like a pack of rabid wolves but compares to the feeling of my lost beloved, I've felt nothing. While waiting impatiently, I listen anxiously to the dogs rooting through garbage, finding whatever that they can to fill their empty stomachs. From the overwhelming smell of the trash, dogs and human waste, it all overwhelming but yet this was the perfect spot to merely meet.