Words I Never Said...
Mar 27, 2013 20:01:50 GMT -7
Post by Umehara on Mar 27, 2013 20:01:50 GMT -7
Written to this instrumental.
(Chorus)
It's so loud inside my head,With words that I should've said.
As I drown in my regret,
I can't take back the words I never said..
I can't take back the words I never said..
(Verse 1)
It's funny how I blame myself for all the shit we goin' through.
When I'm the one that's tryna stop the loveless pace we slowin' to.
Used to text the "Love You"s, "Thinkin' of you"s, and the sexuals.
Now it's barely nothin', and my pain's hardly effectin' you.
Wait, did you just text "ok" to how I felt for you?
You're the best at carin' for me. They should make a belt for you.
Champion of crushin' dreams. Number one at tellin' lies.
Leavin' me alone to figure all the "What"s, and "Who"s, and "Why"s.
Hear the silence? It's all we manage now-a-days.
Hours long phone calls, and now your voice has gone away.
Barely like a whisper, but it's all I have to cling to.
My heart is writin' sad songs. "You" are who it sings to.
Yeah, I covered up the name. Don't want nobody blamin' you.
Amazing how I watch your back, when other people claimin' you.
Guess I play positions that you never will appreciate.
Forcin' me to scream inside my head just to alleviate.
Pleasure, Pain, Passion, Pissed. Seems to be the way it goes.
I'm just a voice within a crowd of fools fallin' for your shows.
Guess I'll do the usual to keep from bein' bitter.
Talkin' shit about you from my Facebook and my Twitter!!
(Chorus)
It's so loud inside my head,
With words that I should've said.
As I drown in my regret,
I can't take back the words I never said..
I can't take back the words I never said..
(Verse 2)
So now we strangers in a world we used to cuddle in.
Your love was like the rain, but all that's left of it is puddles. When..
No one else was there for you, I found a way to break the chain.
Of people Musiq talked about - Usin' love's name in vain.
And to make it worse, I'm holdin' on to memories.
From "In A Relationship" to "Complicated Enemies".
Textin' you and callin' you from every apparatus.
Ignorin' me, but then update your Facebook status?
A change is comin', and I swear I mean it this time.
But deep inside, I'm bullshittin' - On to the next rhyme.
And while I contemplate, you on to the next dime.
Order him or her the finest ribs, and waiter make it prime.
Sittin' close and sippin' on that drink with the lemon lime.
Blame it on the alcohol. The drunk sex was so sublime.
But I'll be blissful, cuz' you'll only keep me ignorant.
You'll never speak a word about how last night was belligerent..
(Chorus)
It's so loud inside my head,
With words that I should've said.
As I drown in my regret,
I can't take back the words I never said..
I can't take back the words I never said..
(Bridge)
Never said..
I can't take back the words I never said..
(Verse 3)
This is for the baby mama who got disowned.
The good man who was faithful, but he only got pissed on.
The hardest working student with the bum ass lover.
The up and comin' soldier while the other's under covers.
The tolerant and patient to the hostile and the violent.
The heart that asks for real love, but always keeps it silent.
Most of all, to me. This is Bowser's sum up.
I just pray to God that I'm around to see the come up!!!
(Chorus)
It's so loud inside my head,
With words that I should've said.
As I drown in my regret,
I can't take back...
The words I never said..
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