Ko Mod 2.0

[Fui]

Name: Dudley - Kochou

Age: 18

Gender: Male

Desired Position: Moderator / Assistant

Experience

Role-Play Experience and/or Event

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Azur Casual
Casual / training. Onyx and Seigo/Auron (last few pages)
Amelia (basic combat thread)
Partial c.e thread (scrapped due to ooc reasons)[/ul]

Additional Comments

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[Fui]

Note: I put moderator / Assistant as if they dont feel I should go for mod I would happily take assistant again

[N A T S U M I]

Well this has actually come as a surprise for me. I'm pleased that you have returned during your very short absence from NFRP. Judging from what I read in your Goodbye thread, I was expecting you to be gone for a long time. Evidently not, so before I give you my decision I would like to say welcome back!

I am moving straight to denial for one reason only. I am fully aware of you being an ex Mod. I had actually posted in your thread when you left. But the fact that you just came back and went straight to the applications board and applied without meeting the requirements makes me say no.

It gives me the feeling that since you left and came back, that we would just automatically hand you back the title of staff just because we know how good you are. I'm sorry honey but just because we know you are good, doesn't mean that we will just give you the title. I personally would like to see you building up your activity again as well as doing what a staff member is known to do. Help out in bios, support and customs and anything else that you can do in order to show us that you have the muse and the egarness to become an assistant or a moderator.

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[Tieren]

Not going to accept and not going to deny yet, but since you asked for me to post here (NOTE: Not through PM. It's right there in his application) I'm doing so.

I sort of agree with Natsumi. Yes, you were a good moderator and I have no problem with you going straight back to mod rather than assistant. BUT, I do believe that, seeing as you JUST left and then came back, that I want to make sure that you're actually active again. I want to make sure that your muse isn't going to die and we've all wasted our time here.

I don't mean to sound rude at all. I'm not saying that your story isn't true. Sure, it's the first that I've heard of it, but I don't like to believe people to be liars. I just want to see you around a little bit more. I would rather you just get to 100%, show all of us that you are back to 100%, and from there, we see about getting you back on staff. I know we could use you there, but I personally want to make sure that you are back to full strength before approving you for such a thing.

Feel free to PM me or message me on Skype if you have any problem with this. I'll be happy to discuss it further with you.

[Fui]

Cheers for your replying guys and Nats not to seem rude but I had put a note at the bottom of post 1 as heero is speaking to the hms about it. I understand where you are all coming from though and Natsu within the toodles thread I was originally going to be leaving for a while but the time away mainly was due to me losing pc access.

As to your comments about me helping, ask Data and Lady M i have already given them a hand with their bios but since they were in nf i couldnt post upon them so i helped via cbox

@tie. I know it is the first you personally have heard of it but Ayame has heard some details of it from when it happened. For me it is hard to express and normally talk about stuff like that either on here or generally with anyone. The resignation was only pushed into happening as a last resort. I know i have signed out of staffing a few times but even during then I felt stressed with the site and like I was letting everyone down but not doing my job. Having become a member though was a completelt different story it had straight away began returning muse. It made Nfrp no longer feel like a job or something I had to do no matter what. I dont know if anyone understands what i mean as the way my mind works is rather odd but i understand where you are coming from on this matter guys and I appreciate honesty

Edit: Also on the note of my toodles thread. It was more premptive as I did state I was trying to stay with a final character. It was mainly there incase I did just vanish suddenly too.

[Tieren]

I can understand that. It doesn't seem like its something that would be easy to discuss with others. That's why I said I'm not calling you a liar or anything like that. But as for the whole... Leaving staff and regaining muse because it doesn't feel like a job... You aren't the only one who has felt that way. I've seen several staff members "leave" the site due to lack of muse, but once that position is gone and they don't get pestered to do things, their muse comes back and they eventually come back.

But this, more or less, furthers my thought that you shouldn't be accepted as staff right away. You say that when you left staff, it didn't feel like a job. Who's to say it's going to feel the same way once you get staff again? I think, as I said, you need to stay as a member for a little bit, get yourself back in order, and then once you feel fully capable of taking care of your duties, apply again and we'll see what happens.

[Fui]

Note: I am talking to tie on skype atm due to some misinterpretations etc

[|Ayame Unbound|]

Ko, dear, you know I love you to death and I know this situation better than any. However... I will not hold the demotion/feeling like a job RL stuff against you. I know how it goes. You stepped up, thinking you wouldn't have a computer/muse and quit as opposed to just vanishing. However since you quit you've made one helping post in the last 8-9 days. And on top of that there was an issue with using your box powers after you quit. This was really clearly an abuse of power and I expected better from you. The fact that it severely upset another member and that you did not notify staff about the retained powers is... not good.

I love you dearly but I cannot in good faith give any mark in here except a 2/2. Show us your work again and that a slip up of that sort was really just that. You were a credit to staff and I've no doubt you will be again but we need to see that first, just like with any other application.