Peace. It's been real.

[Deleted]

Guys. It's been a blast. I've had so many fun and exciting adventures with each and every one of you. I've taken great pleasure in out pacing some of the more veteran players and watching and helping a lot of the newer players grow on here. But things have just become so toxic for me recently. I've been juggling so much IRL that my life is in turmoil. Between my ever faltering health, recent suicides and ptsd it has been brought to my attention that my emotional state has just become far too abrasive. These types of things are hard for me to notice myself. For anyone I've annoyed recently sorry. 

So. I need to force myself to take a break. I'm deleting my account here. 

Tech. IC I gave your character a will a month or so ago when I was first considering this. RP out finding all this stuff out. 

I'm going to make a few arrangements in character to make sure my items, relics and valuables are handed off to people I care about. 

To this date Shiki has 13,640 TP. 4 scraps. -
I'd like this to go to Loki's kage account. The remainder that can't be transferred to be split between Tech's and Star's characters respectively. 

To this date Shiki has 2,416,536 Ryo. -
I'd like this money to be split equally to Emi and Star for both helping me with my bio. 

Tech - 
For Ryutatsu I'm leaving you my Tokihaga and gauntlets. I have no doubt your speedster can appreciate quality in those weapons. Of course most importantly I'm leaving behind my entire dojo to you. The condition being. Under no circumstance can the dojo ever become property of the village. It is yours and must forever remain yours.  

James - 
Keep on pushing yourself. You got this. To you I leave all my Harness gems and Grenades and my second Tokihaga.

Loki - 
I'm really sorry I've got to cut out just when our RP was getting interesting. To you I leave all my books. Items. Weapons. Gadgets. And the 2 mil in gold and platinum That I bought in case the banks collapsed. Also. My giant snake I caught a while back. Please keep it. 

Star - 
My current set of armor in my bio. As well as the armor that I had PM'd you earlier. (runeska's set) Take them and enjoy. 


Anything else I failed to mention goes to Loki. 

I'll keep my account up till the end of friday. Feel free to PM with any questions till then. Cheers. 



Starnaess  Ryutatsu "Sakurai Sword"  ~Emi~  geninjames  Madame Loki

[Starnaess]

I dont like this at all. I know this is selfish but i dont want you to go or delete your account - take some time off and just think it over man. Relax , ponder over things and then come back stronger than ever.

[geninjames]

Maybe you can get a C-Box ban so that you aren't connected to people being toxic in the box and continue doing as you wish in character. Much preferable to you outright leaving. We haven't even gone on a grand adventure yet.

[Ryutatsu "Sakurai Sword"]

I third the sentiment. You may be abrasive but your still one of the few who actually stories with me.

[Wolf of the Falls]

likewise, you're good for the site and the people, I understand the environment trust me but the people and experiences always make up for it, I knew you for a few months and then I was your confidant when you were at war, you leaving wont change that but I wouldn't have been able to have been that for you without the site.

[Dealer's Button]

please dont leave we love you we have our faults that is part of being human. I wish i could be there to give you an hug in real life to simply tell you that you made so many bad days an real joy. Hell there been a couple of times i just cried in the bathroom agonizing over my failures but do you know what made me smile it was YOUR posts of slaying monsters heroicly. I have not been able to enjoy that type of quality of post from someone relatively new like you in an long while.

so please dont leave for good come back someday we will be waiting I know I will be with open arms. If you must leave us well all i can say to myself is this "dont cry or frown instead smile because it happened"

so thank you for the memmories <3

[Lianaly Fox]

I don't have anything big to say because I suck at things like this, but I really hope that your life takes a turn for the better and everything starts being less of a thorn to being satisfied with your state. I'll hope you come back, but I'll miss you regardless.

[Skulking Shinzu]

What happened? Last time I was on the box yesterday I thought things were going positive... It's going to suck to not have you around.

PS - Don't think you can transfer TP or scraps to other people. I'll see to the rest of your stuff in a couple days. Part of me is hoping you'll change your mind and decide to stay before then.

[neko bo beko]

i'm late but i'll miss you snow. sorry this happened. you were pretty great.

[~Emi~]

I've been thinking of what I want to write here, and I'm still not sure. But it has been a real pleasure to have you here and we will miss you. Real life always has to go first, I just wish you hadn't deleted. your account. Because even though it is rough now, if you'd ever wish to return the deletion would demotivate you.

I've greatly enjoyed both your company and all of your interesting role-play. (have to admit I've read more of your rp than any other in a long time). And I hope that you'll either find your way back when you feel better or that I somehow gets you on Skype, hopefully both.

I wish I could be of more support, but I wish you all the best!

Thanks for what you did to the community and all your kind words.

//Emi

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(snow's second account)

After some back and forth with the admin sadly it seems like there is not going to be any solutions made. None of the issues I've had with staff, my village or how people have been treating me on site are going to get addressed and some instances even acknowledged. I want everyone to know that this is not something I intend to come back from. I intend this to be my final message on NFRP. Please make sure my items get handed out to everyone I intended.

Also. Since I won't be around on the 11th. Happy Veterans day-

[Marii K. Kazeraikou]

I don’t know what to say really. But I’ll give it a go.

Even though we have had our fights, I think you’ve done an amazing job in the Kumogakure community. You have brought new members plus giving them help that I haven’t been able to provide.

In addition, you forced me to break some bad habits. Don’t worry about the dojang. I won’t make it a Raikage-owned area since Ryutatsu and Starnaess are in charge. I may supply them with NPC guest teachers or provide economical support if they want me to. I will do my best to improve Kumogakure as long I’m the Raikage.

Now for the real life part. Even though I don’t live in the U.S, I think the army in nearly every nation is doing a very important job. Protecting your country or fighting for it is a very noble thing to do. I hope you get the help you need with your PTSD and other issues.


I may not be there in person, but I still support what you do. You really are one special snowflake.


Best regards, Marii.