Goodbye, Ryan...
Jan 26, 2010 13:17:22 GMT -7
Post by akidokidiyoma on Jan 26, 2010 13:17:22 GMT -7
I just found out today that we have lost a member of the internet
and NFRP community. Ryan, some of you knew him as Tobi. I was
informed of his passing and wanted to say a little something and
I thought there would be no better place than a goodbye post.
_____________________
We all should feel a loss in his absence. A friend, a family member,
a child. We all hate to be called children at that age, but Ryan was
sixteen. What hurts me the most, is possibly the fact about his age.
No one wants to go that young, there is so much life left to live. I
can not imagine the hurt, the pain, the suffering that his friends and
family are going through, losing him, much less at this age.
I was also informed of his passing just before Christmas. You want
honesty people? I almost cried in the public library when I heard
all of this. When does it all f*cking end? When can we all just live
in peace? All this kid wanted to do was live and let live. He enjoyed
role playing here at NFRP, he enjoyed working on his own RP project.
I can't fathom a reason for him to leave, but I believe when a person
leaves this life, they leave us all with a piece of them. That when
they enter into the next realm, they leave us with something to help
us carry on and be strong. I didn't know Ryan perfectly, we weren't
exactly best friends. But I know a good person when I meet one. If
anyone met the standards to be called "a good person", it was Ryan.
I know not his, or his family or friend's religions, but I shall pray for
them regardless. I will also be taking two days of meditation where
I shall not conduct any business, it will be strictly for mourning and
the remembrance of a person lost. I ask that any of you who were
also unaware of this knowledge, please take the time as well to
remember our friend.
Keep his family and friends in your thoughts and prayers. We didn't
"lose" anyone, we merely lost our composure and the focus on the
fact that he is in a far better place than the rest of us. His suffering
is over, he is no longer in pain.
May whatever God he believed in bless him and his family.
We'll always remember you Ryan. Goodbye... friend.
and NFRP community. Ryan, some of you knew him as Tobi. I was
informed of his passing and wanted to say a little something and
I thought there would be no better place than a goodbye post.
_____________________
We all should feel a loss in his absence. A friend, a family member,
a child. We all hate to be called children at that age, but Ryan was
sixteen. What hurts me the most, is possibly the fact about his age.
No one wants to go that young, there is so much life left to live. I
can not imagine the hurt, the pain, the suffering that his friends and
family are going through, losing him, much less at this age.
I was also informed of his passing just before Christmas. You want
honesty people? I almost cried in the public library when I heard
all of this. When does it all f*cking end? When can we all just live
in peace? All this kid wanted to do was live and let live. He enjoyed
role playing here at NFRP, he enjoyed working on his own RP project.
I can't fathom a reason for him to leave, but I believe when a person
leaves this life, they leave us all with a piece of them. That when
they enter into the next realm, they leave us with something to help
us carry on and be strong. I didn't know Ryan perfectly, we weren't
exactly best friends. But I know a good person when I meet one. If
anyone met the standards to be called "a good person", it was Ryan.
I know not his, or his family or friend's religions, but I shall pray for
them regardless. I will also be taking two days of meditation where
I shall not conduct any business, it will be strictly for mourning and
the remembrance of a person lost. I ask that any of you who were
also unaware of this knowledge, please take the time as well to
remember our friend.
Keep his family and friends in your thoughts and prayers. We didn't
"lose" anyone, we merely lost our composure and the focus on the
fact that he is in a far better place than the rest of us. His suffering
is over, he is no longer in pain.
May whatever God he believed in bless him and his family.
We'll always remember you Ryan. Goodbye... friend.