important - a break

[neko bo beko]

without getting TOO personal but also staying honest, i just wanted to explain something. my living situation is very.... tense, right now. a single action spiraled out of control and ended with my mother assaulting my boyfriend, doing an unloving thing in the name of love, and us almost losing a place to stay because my boyfriend stuck up for me when my mother said 'fuck you' to me. her only defense is 'you're my daughter, i'll treat and speak to you how i want.' 

i need to leave. i need to move far away, and take everything with me. i was so close to leaving two nights ago when it happened, but she took our fucking car keys so we couldn't go anywhere. i don't know this woman, i am scared of this woman. it's cowardly, but i'm trying to choose my battles, i'm trying to save face and keep the peace until i can leave, and in doing that im draining myself. it's hard to pretend like nothing happened.

i hate to tag anyone in this, but Ancestor Febrie i need to know, do you want me to see your epic through? or would you like me to pass on the plot to someone more capable? i only ask because i cannot promise that my activity will be anything near what you want, and some of my posts may seem sheepish. depending on it, i'll either be stepping down from GM now or once we're done with your epic and shinz's seal. i'm so sorry to do this.

i'm going to still be around, i'm going to try and finish my own epic with wolfy, and i still want to stay the kusakage assistant. i will still be here, i just can't promise that it'll be as much, or as enthusiastically. 

[Coal]

Handle your business, don't worry about this jazz, someone will knock it out. Don't feel bad about it. Get to a place you feel safe, then worry about it. See you when you're you again, amiga. Until then, take care of you.

[Spectre of the Falls(Kuroki)]

Neko, I got you covered for Febrie and Shinzy. Good Luck and hope things go better.

[neko bo beko]

thank you both so much. i appreciate it a helluva lot, more than you can imagine

i'll pm you a bit about what i had in mind for the plot, but feel free to run with it as you please. thank you tech.

[Ancestor Febrie]

Neko, don't worry about the stuff here. Do what you have to do and we'll be here when you get back, hopefully lol

[neko bo beko]

hey thank you so much abumi.

cya guys around when im feeling up to it <3 <3 this place is definitely a home for me